Joyanna Adams

The Synchroncity of Mathematical Impossible Moments

Nobody Wonders:

Short note…Carl Jung wrote books about synchroncity. And Nobody really knows how this happens. Things that happen at a time when most people never put it together…the events. Things that you would think couldn’t happen in a million years. Do.

Tonight I had one of those happen…and they’ve happened to me many many times.

I was out with my husband, and dog, looking at Christmas Lights in old town St. Charles. When my husband got a call on his cell phone. Answers to a blood test.

Let’s just say, it was NOT good news.

Too shocked for words, I went into one of my favorite stores to buffer myself, my emotions…and then I heard..Pentatonix singing “Mary did you know” by Pentatonic on the radio. Now, probably only Mrs O can confess to this song, and I was playing it just a few days ago, in fact I posted it on X and here…it moves my soul everytime I hear it.

Most of you will see NO synchronicity in this at all. But to me it was a ‘message.’ The owner of the store, asked if I was okay. And I told him I was listening to his radio.”It’s my favorite Christmas song” I told him.

Then I told him my “news”, and the sorrow in his eyes filled mine with tears.

I remember when my mother died. She was my best friend. I held on for a few days, but then one day I was standing at the kitchen counter and “HER” song came on. I fell to the floor sobbing.

Because you see, HER song was written in the 1940’s. “Always” was the song. “I’ll be loving you…always.” It’s a beautiful ballet and it was my mother and fathers ‘song.’ That’s why she loved it.

I was a musician and every week I had to go to the store to buy the lastest records on the top 40 list to play for that week. And I ALWAYS searched for that song for her. (This was before the internet) We are talking weekly for over 30 years, going to many record stores and never finding it. Ever. I’d come home and say, “I looked, mom, couldn’t find it.”

So, what are the the odds, that on the day that I was so overwhelmingly crushed by her loss that at the very moment, as I fell to my knees, on the radio…that song was played….”I’ll be loving you…always.”

I havn’t heard that song since.

Now when I heard Pentatonic on the radio singing “Mary did you know?” I thought “What message is this?” Was it sent to sooth me, give me strenght that somewhere in the universe something was trying to comfort me?

What universal dark matter caring magical moment of space and time, can DO this?

I don’t know. And nobody else does either.

It’s happens in my lifetime more than I can say.

Some people have had it happen, most…have not. And you what? I feel sorry for them, because the universe holds many powers to heal, and maybe that’s why people pray.

Some invisible force connects us all, qauntum physics? String theory? God?

Nobody Knows, but I hope, but in a way, I truly hope they never find out.

Some mysteries are just best left alone.

December 8, 2023 - Posted by Joyanna Adams | Uncategorized